I am fantastico! Everything is delightfully fuzzy!
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THIS is what I need to tell myself.
So fucking nasty. But so true. We need to see what we have inside of us!
Well… this semester has been super difficult. I’ve decided I kinda really want to go to Princeton for grad school, which means that my life has revolved around work and homework. (3.8 GPA, here I come!) I’ve gained some weight back (damn you Starbucks job!), but I’ve lost a few pounds already, now that the semester’s over. I’m taking more classes next semester, but I’ll be working at only one job, with hopefully two or three nights off a week.
I’m thinking about starting the 30 Day Shred again, because I really liked the results I got. And I reallllllllly want to train for a marathon or mini marathon, but I don’t want to do it alone :(((
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As a reward for making it through the week without murdering anyone (and getting a 97 on my midterm), today was a total cheat day! Now I’m wine drunk! If ya want, ask me awkward questions!
This is one of the hardest pictures for me to put up. The picture on the left is me at my heaviest weight. I am ashamed and embarrassed to even look at it, there are no pictures of me at this weight; this picture only exists because I’m standing with Julie Andrews- who looks like a cardboard cut out. I am so ashamed to even think that I looked like this, much less that one of the people I really look up to saw me like this, even though there were 200 other people there as well. I hate everything about myself in that picture. I spent so much time worrying about my weight, about what I was eating, about how much everything sucked that I was severely depressed. It was miserable.
The picture on the right was me about a month ago. I’ve leveled out around 145 lbs for now, because I work two jobs and am a full time student. But I’m a lot healthier than ever, and I feel it. I feel happier, more confident, and I spend a lot less time obsessing about what other people think of me. Some of the doubt is still there, but I feel so much better about life. Getting healthy (not skinny) is the best decision I’ve ever made in my whole life.
Homework/ cleaning day!!!! After a delicious lunch of whole wheat pasta and asparagus! And it’s just cold enough to wear long sleeves! Fall time!
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Turns out working two jobs and being a full time student gets in the way of…. everything else. Bad news- no time for exercise. The good news- my weight has leveled out to around 146 lbs. The better news- a girl from the office and I plan to start taking spinning classes twice a week. I am slightly terrified and super excited at the same time!!
¡También, este año es el primer año en la universidad en que tengo un profesor que me gusta y que no me asusta!
pulses hurtttttttttttttttttt like a bitch
That is such a great feeling <33
no it isnt. it hurts. :C
But pulses are so awesome!!
Got up and did 20 reps each side
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